1
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Hi...

2
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Nice car.

3
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- Why couldn't I come in?
- Erik said no.

4
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- Who's Erik?
- My husband, now let's go.

5
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- Why did you come around now?
- To say goodbye.

6
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- To say goodbye?
- I'm leaving the country.

7
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- Where are you going?
- To New York.

8
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"New York"...

9
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You're just like our Mum.

10
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When I really needed her,
she wasn't there.

11
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And now that I don't need her,
she's breathing down my neck.

12
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- How is she?
- Fine...

13
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Not that she would know.

14
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She eats, shits, sleeps and talks.
Then she does it all over again.

15
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She never talks about you.

16
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I think she's
forgotten all about you.

17
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You know, I've often missed you.

18
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- Why didn't you come to see me?
- I don't know.

19
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Tell me about your life.

20
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- I want to know.
- I want to get out of the car.

21
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- Tell me. I don't remember...
- Let me out.

22
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- Let me out.
- I can't stop here.

23
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- I'll let you out soon.
- This isn't good...

24
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- Where are we? I've never been here.
- Yes, you have.

25
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I'll turn in here and stop.

26
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Remember this place?

27
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Look.

28
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I can't be around people who don't
know everything about me.

29
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Erik knows everything.
Everything...

30
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I haven't held anything back.

31
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Not even about the time...

32
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...Mum caught me out
and sent me away.

33
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Caught you out doing what?

34
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When she caught me out...

35
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Doing what?

36
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I was with a guy.

37
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Right...

38
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We were making love.

39
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I slapped him...

40
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Put my hands around his throat
and squeezed...

41
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But it was just pretend,
like we were playing.

42
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I think Mum listened at the door.

43
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I had music on full blast.

44
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Mum flung the door open...

45
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And I couldn't escape.

46
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She was furious.

47
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Didn't understand...

48
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The guy I was with is the only person
I've ever really loved.

49
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He's the only one

50
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that I've truly felt...

51
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a sense of belonging with,

52
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of being invincible and happy.

53
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What happened to him?

54
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He disappeared.

55
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He didn't dare be happy.

56
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Not in that way, at least.

57
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- Didn't you try to find him?
- I didn't have the courage to do it.

58
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What if he feels the same way about
you, that he lacks the courage too?

59
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No... I doubt it.

60
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If he's still alive, that is.

61
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He's alive.

62
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- But it's too late anyway.
- Why?

63
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He's going to New York.

64
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You don't even remember...

65
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Don't you remember my room?

66
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My... pale blue room?

67
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With the flowers... Red flowers.

68
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- No.
- You don't?

69
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No.

70
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I'd hurry home after school,
and you'd be waiting.

71
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Stop it.

72
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- We knew when Mum would be home.
- Stop it!

73
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- We must have known it was wrong...
- I don't want to hear this!

74
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Thomas, I think you
should take me home.

75
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- Don't leave me.
- Don't say that.

76
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- You've got to help me.
- Don't say that.

77
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Don't! Stop it.

78
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Stop it...

79
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Oh...

80
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I think I saw Erik in the window,
I'd better be going.

81
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- Where?
- There...

82
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I don't see anyone.

83
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- Over there.
- Yes, but there's no one there.

84
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Yes, there is...

85
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Maybe you're the only one
who can see him?

86
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Eva, wait! Let me hold you...

87
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Eva, come here...

88
00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:06,900
Please let me hold you one last time.
Eva... Come here.

89
00:10:06,900 --> 00:10:11,900
- Come here, Eva!
- Go away.

90
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Come here... Get in.

91
00:10:17,900 --> 00:10:21,000
Come here...

92
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- Go away.
- Just one last time.

93
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All right...

94
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Anton, this is Thomas, Emil's dad.

95
00:11:07,900 --> 00:11:12,800
Is Emil there? I need to talk to him.

96
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Okay... Bye.

97
00:11:24,900 --> 00:11:28,000
Move it, get the ball in play!

98
00:11:28,800 --> 00:11:31,900
What kind of a kick-off was that?

99
00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:35,900
You're too slow, one-two, one-two...

100
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Get moving.

101
00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:47,900
Go for it, Emil.

102
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I don't want to see
any bloody pansies!

103
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Dig in!

104
00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:10,900
- How's he doing? Scoring any goals?
- Are you kidding? He's lousy.

105
00:12:10,900 --> 00:12:15,800
He needs glasses, for God's sake.

106
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- But he has a good time, right?
- We don't play for fun.

107
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I'm a professionally trained
coach for juniors.

108
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And we play serious soccer.

109
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- I think he's pretty good.
- What the...?

110
00:12:38,900 --> 00:12:43,900
Yo, Nicklas,
guard the fucking ball!

111
00:12:43,900 --> 00:12:46,900
It's not your mum you're guarding!

112
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So you think he's good?
What the hell would you know?

113
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For the past year you haven't gone
to a single game, or to practice.

114
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I haven't seen you, at any rate.

115
00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:07,800
- Does he have friends on the team?
- No, they bully him.

116
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Because he wears
cheap Adidas that trip him up.

117
00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:17,800
Why haven't you bought him Nikes,
like all the other parents?

118
00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:20,900
You should be able to afford it.

119
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Emil cries in the showers
after practice.

120
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- He does?
- Come on, didn't you know that?

121
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Emil sobs his eyes out
like a goddamn sissy after practice,

122
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and you're telling me
you didn't know?

123
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Listen, you are his dad, aren't you?

124
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Look at those damn pussies.

125
00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:49,800
What the hell are they up to...

126
00:13:49,900 --> 00:13:54,900
What are you, strippers?

127
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Get the ball moving!

128
00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:03,900
For God's sake,
pay attention, Lasse.

129
00:14:23,800 --> 00:14:29,000
I'm sorry I didn't make it
to Fatima's funeral.

130
00:14:35,900 --> 00:14:38,900
Something came up...

131
00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:47,800
- I had a relapse.
- That's okay...

132
00:14:49,900 --> 00:14:54,900
So I couldn't... make it.

133
00:14:55,000 --> 00:15:02,000
- I want to apologise for that.
- No problem.

134
00:15:03,900 --> 00:15:10,800
- I wanted to go.
- It's all right. Apology accepted.

135
00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:24,800
She was so sweet... Fatima.

136
00:15:24,900 --> 00:15:29,000
- So cheerful...
- Thomas, it's all right.

137
00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:34,900
- How's Pernilla holding up?
- She's doing fine.

138
00:15:39,900 --> 00:15:42,900
That driver, will he be convicted
of manslaughter?

139
00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:47,900
I certainly hope so.

140
00:15:47,900 --> 00:15:52,000
At least if he
happens to be a Malm� fan.

141
00:16:03,800 --> 00:16:07,000
How are you doing?

142
00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:09,800
Fine...

143
00:16:12,900 --> 00:16:17,800
Like to talk?

144
00:16:17,800 --> 00:16:21,800
Sometimes it's good to talk.

145
00:16:21,900 --> 00:16:24,900
And not just hold it all back.

146
00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:29,800
If there are things you need
to get off your chest.

147
00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:36,000
In any case, we'll beat the hell
out of Malm� FF tomorrow.

148
00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:39,900
And that's all that matters.

149
00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:45,800

seen most everything

150
00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:50,000

get enough of my team

151
00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:54,800


152
00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:01,800
- Christian...
- Can't you hear it?

153
00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:06,800
- Listen to the footballers.
- Can't you hear...?

154
00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:08,900


155
00:17:08,900 --> 00:17:11,800


156
00:17:11,900 --> 00:17:15,000


157
00:17:16,900 --> 00:17:20,000

yes, that's who we are!

158
00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,900

we'll cut you down to size!

159
00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:32,000

just how to pick a fight...

160
00:17:36,900 --> 00:17:41,800

when we have shown our might!

161
00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:44,800
Practice is over.

162
00:17:50,900 --> 00:17:54,000
Emily! Emil...

163
00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:59,000
What?

164
00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:13,900
- Hello, Emil.
- Hi.

165
00:18:13,900 --> 00:18:18,800
- What are you doing here?
- I had a few hours off...

166
00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:21,800
You told me you weren't my dad.

167
00:18:21,800 --> 00:18:25,900
- I didn't mean it.
- Yes, you did.

168
00:18:28,900 --> 00:18:31,900
You're full of shit!

169
00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:37,900
Beat it!
Jakob is a great dad, so go away!

170
00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:41,800
Go!

171
00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:48,000
Go away! You bastard...

172
00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,800
I hate you!

173
00:18:55,900 --> 00:18:58,900
Let me go!

174
00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,800
Let me go!

175
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:13,000
I hate you!

176
00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:46,800
Hello, Mother, it's Thomas.
I'm coming to pick you up now.

177
00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:49,900
The nurse said you won't be
going to the swimming complex.

178
00:19:49,900 --> 00:19:53,900
Something to do with a leaky roof.

179
00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:57,900
Who am I? I'm Thomas.

180
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,900
Your son.

181
00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:07,000
- Press that switch.
- This one?

182
00:20:07,900 --> 00:20:12,800
In the other direction...

183
00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:16,000
Don't touch that,
I'll get locked out.

184
00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:19,900
I'm checking to see if I look pretty.

185
00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:32,000
- Isn't this pretty?
- I thought we'd take a spin.

186
00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:38,800
- What's that?
- A gift, it's for you.

187
00:20:38,900 --> 00:20:41,900
For me? Thank you.

188
00:20:41,900 --> 00:20:46,800
It's yours if you
come along for a ride.

189
00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:48,800
I love these...

190
00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:09,800
- Where are we going?
- Just for a drive.

191
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:15,800
- Where to?
- Out into the wild blue yonder.

192
00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:20,900
Of course,
"out into the wild blue yonder"...

193
00:21:21,000 --> 00:21:24,800
Why?

194
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:28,000
I want to say goodbye, Mother.

195
00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:33,800
- Where are you going?
- Far away.

196
00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:39,000
- Have you packed clean clothes?
- Yes.

197
00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:43,000
- Your passport, money and all that?
- Yes, every last thing.

198
00:21:56,800 --> 00:22:00,900
- Why doesn't he ever visit me?
- Who do you mean?

199
00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:05,800
The little one...

200
00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:08,800
Emil?

201
00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:12,000
Who's Emil?

202
00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:14,800
Forget it.

203
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:20,900
He was a lusty boy. Back then...

204
00:22:20,900 --> 00:22:25,800
He was always sticking it into her.

205
00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:30,800
- Know what I asked him?
- No, tell me.

206
00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:35,000
"Does it make you happy?" I said.

207
00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:46,800
He really ought to visit me sometime.

208
00:22:47,900 --> 00:22:51,800
- Do you mean Dad?
- No.

209
00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:55,800
He was useless, for heaven's sake.

210
00:22:55,800 --> 00:23:01,900
- It's the little boy I mean.
- Thomas?

211
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,900
Do you know him too?

212
00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:11,000
A little.

213
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:16,000
He used to come around
when he owed money...

214
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:21,800
Goodness, that was fast!

215
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:26,800
He always asked me for money.
But you know what?

216
00:23:26,900 --> 00:23:31,800
There will be no more of that.
No more.

217
00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:36,800
He'll have to make it on his own,
without my help.

218
00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:40,900
I tell everyone at the home
that my son is a drunk.

219
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:45,000
He boozes it up
and pisses away his life.

220
00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:48,900
- He does?
- Yes, indeed.

221
00:23:48,900 --> 00:23:51,900
He's really made it big, hasn't he?

222
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:56,900
What a grand title: Drunk.

223
00:23:58,900 --> 00:24:04,800
A drunk...
That really does a mother proud.

224
00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:13,800
- But you love him anyway, don't you?
- No.

225
00:24:13,800 --> 00:24:19,000
- Why should I?
- Because you're his mother.

226
00:24:20,900 --> 00:24:26,000
And he's your son,
it's not like he can stop being that.

227
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:31,800
A mother loves her son
no matter what, isn't that right?

228
00:24:31,900 --> 00:24:35,900
Like hell she does. No way.

229
00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:40,800
I told him that when he was a boy.

230
00:24:40,900 --> 00:24:47,800
"I don't want to be your mother,"
I said. "I don't."

231
00:24:47,900 --> 00:24:51,800
"I don't want you
to have feelings for me."

232
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:54,900
"I want you to forget all about me."

233
00:25:01,900 --> 00:25:07,900
- It was all because of a fuck.
- Because of a fuck?

234
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:16,000
It's a relief to not
be his mother anymore.

235
00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:19,000
My, it's green here...

236
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:13,800
Well, then...

237
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:17,900
- Here we are.
- Where?

238
00:26:17,900 --> 00:26:23,900
- The beach.
- I don't want to swim. I can't.

239
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:27,800
Don't worry, Mother.

240
00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:30,900
Where is she?

241
00:26:30,900 --> 00:26:34,000
Your mother?

242
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:37,900
She can hear me.

243
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,800
That's nice.

244
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:46,000
Then we won't
have to go looking for her.

245
00:26:49,900 --> 00:26:52,900
We won't be seeing each other again.

246
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:55,900
- We won't?
- No.

247
00:26:55,900 --> 00:26:59,000
- Why is that?
- I'm going away.

248
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:04,800
- Where to?
- Far away... New York.

249
00:27:04,900 --> 00:27:09,800
- Where's that?
- In America.

250
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,000
Right, "okey-doke"...

251
00:27:19,900 --> 00:27:23,800
I want to die, Mother.

252
00:27:25,900 --> 00:27:31,800
Well, so do I.

253
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,900
- How about it, shall we go?
- Where to?

254
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,800
To New York.

255
00:27:38,900 --> 00:27:42,900
Just as long as I don't
have to go swimming...

256
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:49,900
You won't have to go swimming.

257
00:27:49,900 --> 00:27:54,800
What are we waiting for?

258
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:58,800
Nothing.

259
00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:12,000
It's beautiful, can you see that?
Shall we go out for a while?

260
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:20,800
Would you like to sit down?

261
00:29:25,900 --> 00:29:29,900
- Is this the end of it?
- Yes.

262
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:34,800
- Promise?
- Yes, I promise.

263
00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:59,000
- Why is it so dark?
- Because you're in New York.

264
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:05,800
- Is it all over now?
- Yes.

265
00:31:11,900 --> 00:31:15,000
Thomas?

266
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,800
Thomas...

267
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:41,900
I can show you a good time.

268
00:33:41,900 --> 00:33:45,800
Four hundred for a blowjob.

269
00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:37,900
- Can't you go a little faster?
- Yes.

270
00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:44,800
Only I feel like driving for a while,
and I want you to be quiet.

271
00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:04,900
You're sitting by my side like no one
else has ever done before.

272
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:11,900
I feel totally secure.

273
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:17,900
You have no expectations.

274
00:35:17,900 --> 00:35:22,000
And I have no desires.

275
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:27,000
We'd make a nice couple.

276
00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:31,800
Me talking all the time...

277
00:35:31,900 --> 00:35:35,000
Just talking and talking.

278
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:39,900
While you sleep.

279
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:44,900
We could live
like that for years and years.

280
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:52,900
Happier than most people.

281
00:35:54,900 --> 00:35:57,900
I could never be happy.

282
00:35:59,900 --> 00:36:01,900
Why not?

283
00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:07,000
Because I've screwed up too often.

284
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,900
Tell me about it.

285
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:30,900
Is it a boy or a girl?

286
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,800
A boy, I think.

287
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:45,800
I can tell by the way
he kicks me in the stomach.

288
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,900
I don't know
if I'll keep him, though.

289
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:57,800
I was going to have an abortion,
only it was too late.

290
00:36:59,900 --> 00:37:05,800
- He doesn't deserve a mum like me.
- Why do you say that?

291
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:11,900
- How could I ever protect my kid?
- You've got to try.

292
00:37:11,900 --> 00:37:15,900
- I can't do it.
- You've got to try. Keep the baby.

293
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:21,900
Don't get rid of him.
You've got to make the effort.

294
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:30,800
I think you'd be a good mother.

295
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:40,800
Are you kidding me?

296
00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:43,800
No, I'm not.

297
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:58,800
Do you have kids?

298
00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:02,900
- Yes... no.
- Do you, or don't you?

299
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:08,000
I do, I had a son.

300
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:12,800
I lost him.

301
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:22,800
I wasn't worthy of being his father.

302
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:28,000
- What you mean, worthy?
- I wasn't worthy.

303
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:33,900
- Better a bad dad than no dad.
- I don't know about that.

304
00:38:35,900 --> 00:38:40,800
- That's what I think.
- That's your opinion...

305
00:38:42,900 --> 00:38:45,900
I'm sure he misses you a lot.

306
00:38:45,900 --> 00:38:50,000
You're sure of that?
Well, good for you.

307
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:57,000
- Not so good for you, though.
- So what makes you so wise?

308
00:38:57,800 --> 00:39:00,800
Did you read that
in a ladies' magazine?

309
00:39:00,900 --> 00:39:05,800
Or some "psychology
for beginner's" book?

310
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,000
Is it too hard to understand

311
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:12,900
that I might be happier
without children?

312
00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:18,800
Is that too much
for you to understand?

313
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:25,800
The concept is too bloody complex
for a little whore like you.

314
00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:43,800
You don't know
what you're talking about.

315
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,800
Who cares?

316
00:39:47,800 --> 00:39:52,900
- Right...
- Are we going to do this?

317
00:40:21,900 --> 00:40:24,800
No, wait...

318
00:40:25,900 --> 00:40:29,000
I said wait.

319
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,000
What's your name?

320
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:42,000
Desir�.

321
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:47,900
Are you in debt?

322
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:51,000
What do you think?

323
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:56,800
- How much do you owe?
- That's none of your business.

324
00:40:56,900 --> 00:41:01,800
I want to give you the money.
How much do you need?

325
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:10,900
- What do you want me to do?
- Shoot me.

326
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:17,800
No, I'm not into that sort of thing.

327
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:21,900
- Stay here.
- I want to get out.

328
00:41:22,900 --> 00:41:25,800
- Let me out.
- I didn't mean to scare you.

329
00:41:25,900 --> 00:41:28,900
I'm not going to hurt you.

330
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:32,000
Promise me you'll stay.

331
00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:37,800
- If you unlock the door...
- If you promise to stay, I will.

332
00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:57,900
Why do you want me to shoot you?

333
00:41:58,000 --> 00:42:05,000
A dead man hurts less people
than a live one does.

334
00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:09,900
Wouldn't you say
that's a pretty good reason?

335
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:17,800
How is your son
going to make it without a dad?

336
00:42:17,900 --> 00:42:21,800
Your death might destroy him.

337
00:42:21,900 --> 00:42:25,000
All you need to do is go to him
and kiss him goodnight.

338
00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:29,800
Tell him you love him,
that you want to make things right.

339
00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:35,800
I don't have the strength
to make things right.

340
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:49,800
I should be the one
to commit suicide.

341
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,900
My life is a mess.

342
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:04,000
What do you have
to be miserable about?

343
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:09,900
I'll write a note
saying that I did it.

344
00:43:09,900 --> 00:43:15,000
That I pulled the trigger.

345
00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:18,900
It won't work.

346
00:43:20,900 --> 00:43:25,800
Of course it will.
We'll drive over to a cash machine.

347
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:30,900
We'll clean out my account.

348
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:37,900
Then we'll come back here.

349
00:43:37,900 --> 00:43:41,000
And you'll shoot me.

350
00:43:52,900 --> 00:43:56,900
I need your help.

351
00:44:04,900 --> 00:44:10,800
My finger will be on the trigger.

352
00:44:10,900 --> 00:44:14,800
You'll put your finger over it.

353
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:21,800
And all you have to do is squeeze.

354
00:44:48,800 --> 00:44:51,900
You can make a fresh start.

355
00:45:11,800 --> 00:45:16,900
I could never make a fresh start
if I shot you.




